How are the first few days of meeting a guy? Going out with him? Falling in love? It’s a beautiful feeling right? Well I think it’s a wonderful feeling. The whole idea of being present in that same place where he is every day may sound tiring, but eventually pays off. It’s also the most awesomest feeling if the guy reciprocates to your feelings.
The very early stage of a relationship is when we have butterflies in our stomachs, when you want to grasp everything he says about himself, where you want to spend every free minute with him. It’s also the stage where you figure out his work stress, hours and understand his work. The stage when you have to impress his friends just so they like you and put in a good word for you. You deal with anxiety, butterflies, sleepless nights, sinking feeling in the pit of your stomach. What’s worst is when you don’t know how the other person feels about you. Sometimes when there is a guy it’s like either your time investment did do you some good or sometimes it didn’t. When it doesn’t, it’s the most depressing feeling of all. When it does, you invested right! It’s like you want to careful of what you say or how you dress or how you drunk you can get. But on the other hand, you want him to see you as you, when you say something stupid or in your dirty rags or even slip and fall. You want him to know all your good points, your strong points, your habits, your traits; everything that describes you. Thinking about all this its actually gives me stress. You have to make the perfect first impression. This is also the time where you get to see his good points, traits and don’t wish for anything that puts you off.
Right now I’m in a similar stage and trust me I’m losing sleep over it. LOL! No really I’ve not slept in two nights. Maybe it’s the vibe someone’s giving out to the universe. Maybe its life trying to tell me there is going to b e a change. Whatever it is, I’ve got butterflies in my stomach 24x7 and it’s a weird feeling.
