Wednesday, December 23, 2009

WHO AM I?


I am someone who is not real.
I am what you want me to be.
I have no dreams of my own…you gave them to me.
I have no life, I live for you.
I have no feelings, I feel what u want me to feel.
I love when you ask me for it.
I care when you want me to.
I laugh when u tell me to.
I cry when u make me.
I am nothing but a TOY…

How long am I going to take it for?
When will I run out of patience?
When will I start to live for myself?
When will I make myself a priority?
When will I make my own decisions?
Why am I scared of what you think?
Why do I depend on you?
When will I stop being a TOY….?

It has to be now or never…
I have to take a stand in life…
I do not have to be scared of you anymore….
I should not be scared to walk over you cuz that’s what you did to me….
I have to do this today not tomorrow…
Someday I will be glad I did this…
This is going to hurt…. But I have to let go...
I cannot and will not be a FUCKING TOY ANYMORE….!!!